Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i hav been absent from skol since lst friday until lk monday ...



THE REASON:

Friday-I was freaking fed up of goin to skol coz da teachers r lk adsent or sumthing lk tat la...on top of tat i will lk spent 1 hour ++ doin stupid stuff wit da guys....(don so dirty minded leh!!!)...

Monday-this coz i was havin stomach pain ....well nt tat much la bt stil i could nt force myself to get up frm bed....

i thnk im becoming my old self again which i will try my very best nt too....i hav no idea y i've been hating skol lk a HELL lot lately.....bt stil i force myself lk every morning to get up frm my bed n get my ass to skol....

anyhows sam took her cam. to skol last week n we camwhore lk kau kau since it has been lk years i've not camwhore(abit to much i knw)...wil post out da pic wen im free tho...

well well looks lk im gonna turn 18 very soon now...im acc kinda excited for da party but at da same time scared ...hopefully they'll hav fun tho...cant wait to get bck together wit da old timers tho...missing u guys alot!!!!

tats bout it for now...i knw its kinda short bt will update more soon...

Ps:i really need to hav sum fun!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

possibilities.....

its july!!!!n im suppose to be happy coz it lk JULY wei....but sumhow wenever july is here things will be so shity until u jst cant take it anymore....


AT DA MOMENT I FEEL LIKE:


1.HIDING SUMWHERE NO ONE CAN FIND ME
2.SHOUTING
3.NOT GOING TO SKOL FOR 1 WHOLE WEEK
4.SLEEP LK THERE NO TOMORO
5.FUCKING GET SUM SLEEP...


i knw all da above is nt possible bt there is always a possibility rite???btw TERRI TAKE ME WIT U!!!!!ok now im done.....

Friday, July 11, 2008

DA DAYS OF MY LIFE

so its been lk wat 2 weeks since i last updated...gosh it feels lk yest ....lets see how my whole freaking week went shall we???


MONDAY

got up 1st thing tat came to my mind was SHIT SKOL AGIAN!!!thn i tot i don feel lk goin to skol lk seriously!!!but hell forced myself to wake up ...wen to skol felt LOST FOR LK DA 1ST TIME EVER ....after skol wen bck home changed pick up tharsh n went for lunch!!!

PS:didnt like it at all!!!!
PPS:1st day driving to skol...yoohoo!!!!
PPPS:went bck to skol ...miss da smell of da dewan...huhu....(i knw im weird)

TUESDAY

woke up ONCE AGAIN didnt feel lk goin to skol....wanted to skip bt tot bout da amount of lessons tat i will ACTUALLY BE MISSING...sent my sis to skol ...came bck home n slept...eventualy i had to wake up at 7 watched abit of tv did my hw until lk freaking 11 sumthing...(WHICH I DON USUALLY DO AT ALL)....

PS:i thnk im becoming a nerd....
PPS:come to thnk of it ....its pretty good oso la...
PPPS:weiqi sms-ed saying tat quai will b joining ...EXCITED GILE....
PPPPS:had debate n it was no fun at all....

WEDNESDAY

i didnt feel lk waking up at all until mom came knocking on da door...ARGH!!!!every wednesdays high skol will hav sum 1 hour thingy shows for da lower n upper 6 students....felt very da sleepy while wtching da shows....left da hall early coz Chen needed to go sumwhere....n guess wat I GT ACCOUNTS FOR LK 3 PERIODS....(imagine da trilled i had!!!!)(YEAH RITE!!!!)....after skol met up wit terri n had lunch at da new restaurant near toong shen called DA HAPPY HAPPY CAFE....i wonder sumtimes whether ppl has run out of ideas for names....felt lk so freaking glad to see her!!!after tat wen to skol n guess wat!!!!I SAW QUAI!!!!RAN N HUGED HER ....n u knw me once i get excited da whole world seems invinsible to me...huhu...sumhow while hugging her she kinda told me every1 was looking...oh well ...haha....

NOTE: i miss bein crasy eventho i do do sum crasy things in high skol bt its nothing lk doin stupid stuff in convent....

THURSDAY

as usual seriously didnt feel lk goin to skol!!!!sumhow im begining to hate skol alot!!!!again i felt lost ....received a msg frm quai saying tat nicki she n yee will b meeting up...so after skol i went staright to metro point huged every1 n talked talked n talked summore....for da 1st time da whole week i actually felt lk nt lost anymore....bt it was only for awhile....went bck home n realised tat it was already friday da next day...

NOTE:eventho i felt glad for even jst for a moment bt sumhow i'm ready to give sum ppl a piece of my mind....
PS:getting fed up wit da ppl who pint points on ur every move...FUCKING GET A LIFE PPL!!!


FRIDAY

told myself to b calm got up coz it was already friday there is no used skipping today since it will b sat da next day...i always hate fridays unless i hav sumthing to do or sumwhere to go....was suppose to go mamak but sumhow sum ppl wanted to go clubbing....da urge to go was there bt i told myself to jst chill for a few week more ....me n mom came up wit an idea to visit my granma n so we went....came home it round 10 sumthing came on9 for awhile thn slept at 11 almost 12 ...

NOTE:if u wan ppl to respect u thn u hav to respect other ppl too....


KINDA LK D END FOR NOW!!!

Friday, July 4, 2008

tagged!!

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.
1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
breathless(shayne wards)
*hmm...does it look ok??
2. How would you describe yourself?
happy ending(mika)
*erm well i really do feel sumthing lk tat now*
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
hit me up (gia farell)
*damn this brings bck old memories mind u its nt da good ones!!*
4. How do you feel today?
1973(james blunt)
*i feel sucky btw*
5. What is your life's purpose?
i bruise easily(natasha beddingfiled)
*wat???*
6. What is your motto?
the remedy(jason marez)
*yoohoo*
7. What do your friends think of you?
outta my head(ashley simpson)
YEAH TATS WAT I AM!!!
8. What do you think of your parents?
survivor(destiny's child)
*uh huh i will survive!!!!*
9. What do you think about very often?
4 mins to save da world(m n jt)
*wat more can i say??*
10. What is 2+2?
no air(j.s n c.b)
*bleh*
11. What do you think of your best friend?
no one(a.k)
*yesh there no 1 lk u guys!!hugs!!*
12. What do you think of the person you like?
i will remeber u(sarah mcclachan)
*yesh i will always love u!!*huhu
13. What is your life?
sexy can i(r jay.ft y.b)
*wee....*
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
feelings show(coco)
*am i nt showing any??*
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
leavin(j.M)
*wat da heck???noooooo!!!!!*
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
over u (c.d)
*wat da heck??*

17. What will they play at your funeral?
beautiful (jm)
*tat i am indeed...huhu*
18. What is your hobby/interest?
touch my body(m.c)
*wow how did u knw??*
19. What is your biggest fear?
n it feels lk(l.R)
* i don wan tat to ever happen!!*
.20. What is your biggest secret?
single(n.B)
*hahahaha*
21. What do you think of your friends?
beautiful soul(j.m)
*yesh they r!!*
22. What will you post this as?
wat bout now(c.d)
*hehe*
23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
love song(s.b)
*nt bad bt its nt da best song *

aaaannnndddd i tag :

whoever else read this entry
loves!