ItS JuSt Me MySeLf n I

da story of my f6 life

2008-10-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

da daily activity tat i hav nowdays :

A.M

6:15->get up n get ready for skol

6:40->leave da house

6:50->drops sis off in yu hua

6:55->parks da car in high skol n wait for felicia to come

7:10->get out of da car n head for "perhimpunan"

8:00->head to class

10:25->recess (which i spend sleeping or talkin)

P.M

12:30->class finishes

12:45->reach da car n keep my bag...chit chat for awhile n let da jam clear

1:05->pick sis n her fren up

1:15->drops her sis fren bck

1:20->reaches home bath n eat

2:30->crashes on da bed n sleep

this is wat happens practically everyday ...

how exciting....

2008-07-22T07:22:00.001-07:00

i hav been absent from skol since lst friday until lk monday ...

THE REASON:

Friday-I was freaking fed up of goin to skol coz da teachers r lk adsent or sumthing lk tat la...on top of tat i will lk spent 1 hour ++ doin stupid stuff wit da guys....(don so dirty minded leh!!!)...

Monday-this coz i was havin stomach pain ....well nt tat much la bt stil i could nt force myself to get up frm bed....

i thnk im becoming my old self again which i will try my very best nt too....i hav no idea y i've been hating skol lk a HELL lot lately.....bt stil i force myself lk every morning to get up frm my bed n get my ass to skol....

anyhows sam took her cam. to skol last week n we camwhore lk kau kau since it has been lk years i've not camwhore(abit to much i knw)...wil post out da pic wen im free tho...

well well looks lk im gonna turn 18 very soon now...im acc kinda excited for da party but at da same time scared ...hopefully they'll hav fun tho...cant wait to get bck together wit da old timers tho...missing u guys alot!!!!

tats bout it for now...i knw its kinda short bt will update more soon...

Ps:i really need to hav sum fun!!!

possibilities.....

2008-07-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

its july!!!!n im suppose to be happy coz it lk JULY wei....but sumhow wenever july is here things will be so shity until u jst cant take it anymore....

AT DA MOMENT I FEEL LIKE:

1.HIDING SUMWHERE NO ONE CAN FIND ME
2.SHOUTING
3.NOT GOING TO SKOL FOR 1 WHOLE WEEK
4.SLEEP LK THERE NO TOMORO
5.FUCKING GET SUM SLEEP...

i knw all da above is nt possible bt there is always a possibility rite???btw TERRI TAKE ME WIT U!!!!!ok now im done.....

DA DAYS OF MY LIFE

2008-07-11T20:49:00.000-07:00

so its been lk wat 2 weeks since i last updated...gosh it feels lk yest ....lets see how my whole freaking week went shall we???

MONDAY

got up 1st thing tat came to my mind was SHIT SKOL AGIAN!!!thn i tot i don feel lk goin to skol lk seriously!!!but hell forced myself to wake up ...wen to skol felt LOST FOR LK DA 1ST TIME EVER ....after skol wen bck home changed pick up tharsh n went for lunch!!!

PS:didnt like it at all!!!!
PPS:1st day driving to skol...yoohoo!!!!
PPPS:went bck to skol ...miss da smell of da dewan...huhu....(i knw im weird)

TUESDAY

woke up ONCE AGAIN didnt feel lk goin to skol....wanted to skip bt tot bout da amount of lessons tat i will ACTUALLY BE MISSING...sent my sis to skol ...came bck home n slept...eventualy i had to wake up at 7 watched abit of tv did my hw until lk freaking 11 sumthing...(WHICH I DON USUALLY DO AT ALL)....

PS:i thnk im becoming a nerd....
PPS:come to thnk of it ....its pretty good oso la...
PPPS:weiqi sms-ed saying tat quai will b joining ...EXCITED GILE....
PPPPS:had debate n it was no fun at all....

WEDNESDAY

i didnt feel lk waking up at all until mom came knocking on da door...ARGH!!!!every wednesdays high skol will hav sum 1 hour thingy shows for da lower n upper 6 students....felt very da sleepy while wtching da shows....left da hall early coz Chen needed to go sumwhere....n guess wat I GT ACCOUNTS FOR LK 3 PERIODS....(imagine da trilled i had!!!!)(YEAH RITE!!!!)....after skol met up wit terri n had lunch at da new restaurant near toong shen called DA HAPPY HAPPY CAFE....i wonder sumtimes whether ppl has run out of ideas for names....felt lk so freaking glad to see her!!!after tat wen to skol n guess wat!!!!I SAW QUAI!!!!RAN N HUGED HER ....n u knw me once i get excited da whole world seems invinsible to me...huhu...sumhow while hugging her she kinda told me every1 was looking...oh well ...haha....

NOTE: i miss bein crasy eventho i do do sum crasy things in high skol bt its nothing lk doin stupid stuff in convent....

THURSDAY

as usual seriously didnt feel lk goin to skol!!!!sumhow im begining to hate skol alot!!!!again i felt lost ....received a msg frm quai saying tat nicki she n yee will b meeting up...so after skol i went staright to metro point huged every1 n talked talked n talked summore....for da 1st time da whole week i actually felt lk nt lost anymore....bt it was only for awhile....went bck home n realised tat it was already friday da next day...

NOTE:eventho i felt glad for even jst for a moment bt sumhow i'm ready to give sum ppl a piece of my mind....
PS:getting fed up wit da ppl who pint points on ur every move...FUCKING GET A LIFE PPL!!!

FRIDAY

told myself to b calm got up coz it was already friday there is no used skipping today since it will b sat da next day...i always hate fridays unless i hav sumthing to do or sumwhere to go....was suppose to go mamak but sumhow sum ppl wanted to go clubbing....da urge to go was there bt i told myself to jst chill for a few week more ....me n mom came up wit an idea to visit my granma n so we went....came home it round 10 sumthing came on9 for awhile thn slept at 11 almost 12 ...

NOTE:if u wan ppl to respect u thn u hav to respect other ppl too....

KINDA LK D END FOR NOW!!!

tagged!!

2008-07-04T20:17:00.000-07:00

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.
1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
breathless(shayne wards)

*hmm...does it look ok??
2. How would you describe yourself?

happy ending(mika)

*erm well i really do feel sumthing lk tat now*
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

hit me up (gia farell)

*damn this brings bck old memories mind u its nt da good ones!!*
4. How do you feel today?

1973(james blunt)

*i feel sucky btw*
5. What is your life's purpose?
i bruise easily(natasha beddingfiled)

*wat???*
6. What is your motto?

the remedy(jason marez)

*yoohoo*
7. What do your friends think of you?
outta my head(ashley simpson)

YEAH TATS WAT I AM!!!
8. What do you think of your parents?

survivor(destiny's child)

*uh huh i will survive!!!!*
9. What do you think about very often?

4 mins to save da world(m n jt)

*wat more can i say??*
10. What is 2+2?
no air(j.s n c.b)

*bleh*
11. What do you think of your best friend?
no one(a.k)

*yesh there no 1 lk u guys!!hugs!!*
12. What do you think of the person you like?
i will remeber u(sarah mcclachan)

*yesh i will always love u!!*huhu
13. What is your life?

sexy can i(r jay.ft y.b)

*wee....*
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
feelings show(coco)
*am i nt showing any??*
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
leavin(j.M)

*wat da heck???noooooo!!!!!*
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
over u (c.d)

*wat da heck??*

17. What will they play at your funeral?
beautiful (jm)
*tat i am indeed...huhu*
18. What is your hobby/interest?
touch my body(m.c)
*wow how did u knw??*
19. What is your biggest fear?
n it feels lk(l.R)

* i don wan tat to ever happen!!*
.20. What is your biggest secret?
single(n.B)

*hahahaha*
21. What do you think of your friends?
beautiful soul(j.m)

*yesh they r!!*
22. What will you post this as?
wat bout now(c.d)

*hehe*
23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
love song(s.b)

*nt bad bt its nt da best song *

aaaannnndddd i tag :

whoever else read this entry
loves!

crap crap crap!!!

2008-06-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

well i was thnking last nite....(yes ppl i do thnk all da time)....y ?? y is it so hard for us to make up a decision wen u already knw da answer???is it mayb coz we jst wan d other thing to happen n not this evetho we knw tat it might not work out???shit da heart wnats wat da heart wants eventho da brain is SHOUTING its lungs out saying I DON THNK TAT WILL HAPPEN....da hearts ego is da worst among all....huhu.... ok now i thnk im crapping ...kinda hav nothing else to say...just wanted to update my blog....

its my life!!!

2008-06-26T08:58:00.001-07:00

well well its a thursday nite n im on9 blogging....da best part is i don even knw y...haha...i thnk its coz saira called n shit i miss her a whole lot now...cant wait to go mamaking wit her...oh yeah wit tharsh too ...got to let her knw..huhu... lets see wat happen today...dad had to send me to SKOL today coz i had no transport ...sumhow i felt hyper today....today for lk da 1st time i had da time to go to da toilet during class....wit felicia summore...tat woman had to sms her mom ....so while i was standing outside guess who i saw???...THILIP!!!haha...after lk weeks bein in da skol nvr had a chnce to talk to him...talk bout lk 10 mins wen bck to class n continue bein bored n sleepy....er i mean interested n alert....better...anyhoo's....gonna go off9 now..sleepy...stil hav skol ...ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY....i belly da happy lo....im acc happy for another reason tho...huhu...cant wait!!!

form 6 n away.....

2008-06-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

ah well after million years off nto blogging finally i had da time to actually sit down infront of da comp n blog...lets see...i shall start frm da 1st day i steped into khs....it was 6:15 n after lk 6 months of waking up at 12 sumthing i ididnt actually had a hard time waking up..."MAKLUM LA 1ST DAY OF SKOL EXCITED GILE!!"...got ready wore my new uniform...n here i tot i was not gonna wear any uniform again...lolz...so went down started da car wit my dad beside me we drove off to skol....da day b4 tat me my mom n dad went to kajang town to buy my uniform n bag...

mom

dad

mommy mommy papa sending me to skol rite tomoro

thn who else??

turns to dad

papa 1st day off skol u wanna hold my hand n go into class ar??

i can skip u oso skip la...

laughs

now da reason y i said this was bcoz my dad was treating me lk a standard 1 kid who does not knw anything at all....i tell u parents sumtimes amuses me alot!!lol....anyway continuing my story

reaching da skol instead of parking near da dewan i actually drove up to da teachers parking area lk i own da freaking skol ....i noticed alot off kids looking at me at 1st i tot wat??nvr seen a gurl driving b4 ar??thn only i got to knw tat we were not suppose o park da car there...well heck wat do u aspect??its my freaking 1st day there....anyways went to da teachers room filled up a form n i was suppose to choose wat sub i wanted to take there itself....which btw i didnt knw at all...(stupid me)....so i chose da sub which didnt involve bm which only lead to da accounts class...on top off tat da !@#$% teacher was rushing me to make my freaking decision....i mean chill la woman ididot!!she gave me my class num. n sent me of alone into a skol which i hav not been to b4...amazingly....turned to dad n told him tat i can find my class on my own...(yeah rite idiot)...i stared walking not showing any fear on my face thn i saw sum1 stoped him n asked for directions...(see guys asking directions is not a bad idea!!)lolz.. after climbing a hell lot off stairs later met alot off familiar faces n thn all off a sudden i met jojo ... told him wat class i am n thank god he was in da same class too!!! as i walked into da class i didnt dare to lift my face up (too scared KONON NYE )...sat next to a malay gurl...btw da teacher was a guy name samsudin ...after a few mins later i had a KEBERANIAN to look round...n guess who i saw???PRASH RATHU N NARMADA n oso FELICIA...lolz...i was so excited to see them....gosh i hav been lk missing them...after da teacher went out i quickly got up n huged them ....da rest of da day was history....after tat i met up wit sum of da old frens lk kusu terri tharsh....gosh missing them a hell lot now..huhu...anyways to tell u da truth i was not used to da enviroment...but i got da hang off it...huhu... well tats bout it now will update soon ...muah love ya guys!!!!

ps: i noticed for da past few months tat summ ppl hav totally changed alot ...kinda hate it bt wat to do LIFE IS SUCH!!!

love this pic alot!!huhu

the beginning of da end!!!

2008-06-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

dear peepol ....i is here to tell u peepol tat i finally am goin to sekola tomoro ...to tell u guys da truth i am more scared thn happy or excited....surprised??/yeah i do get sared once in awhile...hopefully everything turns out well tho....wish me luck!!!(cheh i feel lk im goin way ny)lolz...anyways will updated these weekend...(i hope)...

ps:muah love u guys!!!n seriously missing u all alot!!!

2008-06-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

im feeling abit emo...well mayb its coz tat im tired plus on top off tat listening to sum emo song...haiz...anyways tat's not da reason y im here...i kinda figured its been soo long since i've updated my blog n to tell u da truth i stil don hav da MOOD but wat da heck im kinda free now so jst decided to blog a lil bout wat has been goin on for da past few weeks or so....lets see...my cousin had a opp ...its a small opp acc...btw did i mention tat he is only 7 this year....he used to b chubby n cute but since da opp he has not been eating nicely...he lost weight....yeah its suppose to b a good thing but stil!!!i was shocked to see him yest....

after tat on da 30th of may ,we as in ME LAINE MANDA JOE YEE gathered in nicki's house to celebrate nicki's bday ....i hav to admit i hav always tot tat nicki's bday was on da 30th off may...sorry babe!!!i stil lave ya....hehe...we acc had da time off our life lk after a million years ....missed hanging out wit every1.... bck wen everything was easy fun n jst....(speechless)....

those were da good old days....well altho its was not quite was we aspected it to be bt still it jst pure fun n excitement....hehe....

wen there is good times there wil sure to b bad times....as usual i will wake up at 12 sumthing in da afternnon but these time time da moment i woke up i received a news about da death off a childhood fren off mine....i dunno y bt sumhow wen these kind off news reaches me automatically i'll thnk bout my dad....which i can tell u now tat it scares DA HELL out off me....anyways its been a week since her dad passed n i jst ny got bck frm da 7th day prayer....her mom looks ok but sumhow u can still see tat she misses him dearly...as for her bro as usual spent most off da time trying to make me feel annoyed but fails....i tell u tat boy can really talk!!!altho his acting out this way but still once again boys tend to hide thier feelings rather thn show it out...last bt not least my fren...now she has a whole lot off responsibilities heading for her...wit da house bills n car n family to take care off....i would jst love to wish her all da best n hope tat she will hav da energy to hold her family together during da bad weather ahead off them...god bless!!!

lets see wat else???oh yeah i started haging out wit pinky n hatin again...( I CAN SEE SUM PPL'S EYES FOCUSING ON SUM1'S NAME THERE)huhu....been playing basketball wit them...not tat im good in it or wat....its jst nice hanging out wit them....atleast i do not feel da stress tat im goin tro at da moment....(YES PPL STAYING AT HOME DOES HAV ITS DISADVANTAGE N ADVANTAGES)kusu is on her 1 month hols break now....so i hope we can go lk jln jln or sumthing lk tat tho...n at da same time plan laine's farewell party....*winks*....

last but not least i am trying to lose as much weight as i can for my clothes now r getting tight!!!damn it!!!hate wen tat happens....i shall b determined to lose as much weight as possible....don worry babes im not goin on a CRAZY DIET or anything lk tat...been goin to gym tho....n lately basketball....hopefully in 2 months time i'll acheive my goal...

well tats bout it for now....will update soon....i hav pics acc but malas wanna upload them ....takes lk freaking ages to upload them....

PS:IM NOT DRUNK!!!!

complicated times ;-)

2008-05-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

ah well ...once again i hav managed to lost track off time...gosh how im hating it so much rite now...anyways i hav been in my uncle's house for da past week or so....n i was forced to come bck yest i thnk...which is lk thursday....im stil not done having fun la....y my uncle's house u say???coz there i hv my ever sporting aunt n uncle...seriously not a sinlge day they wont fight...(playful fights ofcoz) they are lk da real life drama for me....i cant stop laughing everytime they fight.... well they r sumhow very childish...yet sumhow its way way they show each other tat they still care n love each other very much... n there is also their neighbours which is my aunt's cousins ...gosh i tell u its lk a little india there...haha....everyday witout fail they will surely b in my uncle's house...it'll become abit annoying at times coz they knw how to come but sumhow its very hard for themto leave....even if they leave they'll only leave round 2 or 3 am....YES AM!!! tats y my uncle is planning to move to kajang to b my neighbour....im 50/50% happy bout it...wanna knw why???coz i'll hav my aunt n uncle staying near me...but if i wanna go out at nite , i not only hav to ask my dad but i hav to ask my uncle oso....damn!! well there a saying there's a price to pay for everything....oh yeah did i mention tat they hav a son which is 7 years old this year....sobs sobs my baby...used to take care off him wen he was still a baby tho,....ANYWAYS he wen to tuition d other day n his teacher asked him wat exam will he b taking da next day he answered I DUNNO I HAV TO ASK MY FATHER....hahahaa....damn....such a good answer no....gosh kids nowdays....WAIT....im talking as if im old...eee....(slaps myself)...not good...oh yeah did i also mention tat im missing everybody so much nowadays....it either im gonna die or my hormones are goin koo koo ...(as usual)hehe...but seriously im missing alot off ppl rite now...sobs sobs...its too bad i cant meet them as often as i used too....alot off things chnged since f5 ....well mayb its for da best...who knws???

i miss u guys alot!!

2008-05-17T23:40:00.000-07:00

ah well lets see this week passed by so fast don u thnk???wait come to thnk off it days has been passing by so freaking fast nowadays....its lk today's monday n wit jst a blink off an eye its already sunday....tats how fast time is passing by for me....n sumhow i kinda hate it...coz to me i kinda feel lk im lifeless...damn guess anand was rite...i am lifeless...i hate tat guy!!!hmm...anyways was it this wed or last wed weisy n sook may came by to mewah club to hav a swim wit me....oh shit i jst realised sumthing...im not only losing tract off time but i am also losing my memory ....damn....how i hate me so much rite now....oh yeah more great news im bein a bum at home....gosh how i hate my life style rite now....if u would hav asked me to stay at home n do nothing at all months ago i would b glad....da tot off doin nothing day after day would hav been fun n relaxing for me....but after acc goin tro it now.....let me jst tell u IT BLOODY SUCKS TO DA MAX!!!!guess things are not wat it seemed to b ....anyways i shall continue wit weisy n sook may joining me for a swim...oh yeah tharsh joined us too but she didnt come into da pool coz she had to go back home n teach her bro ....sook may had to go bck early coz she will b havn her exam's da next day...but weisy stayed bck n she brought by sum cd's which we kinda had fun watching....da 1st movie we watched was da kid hearbreaker or sumthing lk tat...cant quite remember da title now tho(see i told u im losing my memory)....coming bck to tat movie....it was freaking hillarious...enjoyed myself wit a good laugh ....god bless weisy soul ...haha...thn after tat we watched penelope a movie bout a girl born as a pig n to reverse da spell she has ato find a blue blooded guy(a guy frm da royalties) to marry her...which was also funny bt mostly romantic...if i may say da actor in this movie looks hot cool n charming....*winks*...hehe...weisy went bck home at 430n guess wat after tat i slept bck until god knws wat time...n i thnk tats bout it for now....

PS:i miss my fwens...i miss da times we used to hav ...i miss scool...n i miss our jr's....muah lve u guys!!!

n she blogs again...

2008-05-13T05:39:00.000-07:00

guess i finally decide to update my blog since i am too bored doin nothing....wat can i say since da

last post everything has been goin well for me....(i wish)....anyways was at my aunt's house for lk

a few days n i had da time off my life....been goin to kl lk almost everyday n talking nonsense

24/4...(tats wat im best knwn for fyi)....lets see wat else???oh yeah tharsh ajak-ed me for

swimming last week n it made me realise how much i miss it....we spent most off our time talking

in da pool itself until we were called out frm da pool by tharsh's dad coz they were about to close

da club...yeah tat shows how much off catching up we needed to do....gosh i miss tat woman so

much rite now...haha....da next day i went out for dinner wit paro shealeen terri n arun in da

chong....i was craving for burger so much for da pass week n finally i suceeded in fulfilling my

desire...

anyways ppl are not wat they seem to be nowadays...they could b very happy on da outside but

inside totally hurt ....on da other hand sum1 whom u consider very close to u jst chng

infront off u witin a blink off an eye....n da ironic thing is u noticed it but don do anything

hoping tat sum1 will 1 day realise their actions....i hav learn tat in order to b happy u hav

forgive sum1 n forget bout it....no matter how much pain it has brought u but stil

keeping inside off u wont help but only destroy in all da hatered ....

blah ....im talking crap again....anyways rite now im living my life n im happy bout it...

da thngs we take for granted....

2008-04-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

i wonder wen am i gonna get my car???cant wait actually...been so sick n tired off staying at

home rite now...let me ell u wen u so much off free time on ur hand things jst seem to get so

wrong...n u'll tend to thnk bout stupid stuff which didnt bother u is really irritating u now to da

max...anyways saira dropped by jst now...damn how i miss her...lolz...for da 1st time in so many

days i've really laughed out loud....i took her to da tokong there...i dunno why but sumhow i jst

love goin up there...to me its jst so peaceful n da beauty off da lights shinning wit lil stars droped

onto earth blinking....did i mention tat i saw a firefly there...actually wen ever i go there at nite i

will only see 1 fire fly (i thnk its da same 1) ....why is tat fire fly alone???dosent its feel lonely n

sad bein alone???dosen't it feel lost n left aside ???sumtimes i even wonder if animals can

comunicate da way we do....damn i thnk i've been watching to many cartoons these days...haha..

well anyways thngs happens for a reason rite??or is it mayb we hav to jst take charge n live our

life??

over n over again!!

2008-04-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

staying at home on a friday nite is so not my thng seriously!!i thnk i've been addicted to goin out

almost every nite until i feel so restless sitting at home!!!on top off tat my sleeping times has all

gone koo koo coz i'll wake up at 11 sumthng eat my brunch thn at 4 or 5 i'll eat my dinner go for a

walk at 6 come bck bath n sleep by 7 wale up at 10 n i'll be on9 until 2 am in da morn...da same

freaking thng happens all over again da next day....argh i hav got to hav my life back...

PS:i hav also got to get myself bck coz sumhow i thnk i lost it begining off this year...why why why???

its a terrible yet rewarding day!!

2008-04-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

well 1stly i would love to announce tat im proud to OFFICIALLY say i FUCKING PASSED DA

FUCKING JPJ TEST!!!!YO HOOO.....haha....u hav no idea how happy i am!!!i could not even

enjoy yest worrying bout this stupid test!!anyways today i was bein to sleepy to actually care

wats goin on coz i slept at 11 sumthing last nite got up at freaking 3 went out to da kitchen ate

sum cookies came bck into my room n guess wat i freaking slept at 7 in da morn n 9 mins later

my alarm rang...potong my whole freaking steam only...haiz!!anyways everything went well n

fast...i love my driving instructer coz he looks so cute...fucker actually asked me to drive fast coz

he wanted to go to da fucking toilet to pee....well im glad tat he paased me if not i would jst

shuv...nvm....came bck home bath n slept lk a pig...tats bout it tho....anyways IM IN LOVE IM

IN LOVE IM IN LOVE .....lolz.....wit wat not who....haha....i'll tell u more

bout it in my next post ya...hav fun ppl...

PS:i dunno why all off a sudden da world looks more beautiful n meaningful each day...lolz

i thnk i've gone koo koo ady...

ANAND MY DEAR FREN

2008-04-19T10:06:00.001-07:00

WEN U BLOG IT DOES NOT MEAN TAT UR LIFELESS OK!!!ITS A WAY FOR US TO UPDATE OUR FRENS ON WATS GOIN ON IN OUR LIFE !!!!U GET ME!!!

PS:I DO NOT ADVERTISE MY LIFE TO DA WHOLE WIDE WORLD !!!

fun times...

2008-04-16T23:43:00.001-07:00

me n anand...his so adorable...winks

kiss kiss muah muah..

sukhi paro me n my sis...

me n paro

da ying n yang's

once again me n paro...

chak!!!

THE END

to manda's house i go....

2008-04-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

well da past week has been freaking fun for me coz i get to stay in da bitch house for lk a week

...as usual we did all da shit tat we could possibily do n not to mention had lots a movie marathon

lk almost everyday ....n oh my da movie i hated da most was a movie called THE COOK....if ur

planning to watch it for girls i can only tell u to forget bout it coz its seriously not our type...for

guys if ur horny n u love blood be my guest...this movie is bout a bunch of collage girls staying in

a big house who has a substitute cook frm hungary which ofcoz is a psyco serial killer ...n oh yeah

his fav word in da movie is "OKEY" ....trust me da first time its quite funny but after awhile it

starts to get on ur nerves....n oh yeah did i mention tat all da girls in tat house are lesbians???

well almost every1 tho....haiz the horror me n manda had to go tro watching tat stupid movie

which i've rated the most stupidest disgusting n annoying movie ever made!!!!

anyways other thn tat after dinner we would go to the living room blast da music n dance our

pants off....ofcoz knwing us we would throw in sum picture taking section sum stupid stunts n

lame jokes ....after tat me n manda would go to da tv room n start our movie marathon till 2 3

am in da morn....

did i tell u guys tat sean is a great cook ...can wait to learn sum resipis frm him tho..

anyways tat was quite it actually...da rest will be da pics ...hav fun

wakey wakey!!

we feel fat...lolz

woops there we go again...

sum1 stinks i thnk its manda...;)

we try...

im stonned!!

fly dammit fly...

hmm...

smile!!!

thnk avin thnk...shit i cant its 2 am man!!

PS: hav lots off fun ...thanks manda...muah love ya...

u hav been da one for me....

2008-04-14T21:42:00.000-07:00

Part 1: On the outside

Name: AvinderJit Kuar

Date of Birth: 24 july

Current Status: Sinlge(winks)

Eye Colour: Brown.

Hair Colour: dark brown...

Righty or Lefty: Righty!

Zodiac Sign:Leo

Part 2: On the Inside

Your Heritage: punjabi(tats wat it says in my birthcert)

Your Fear: cicak ,getting hurt emotionally,

Your Weakness: choco's , my dad n food!!!

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: wat's the time ??

Your bedtime: anytime i guess...

Your most missed memory: bein able to hav fun wenever i want to....n those carefree times...

Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: both...(im greedy)

McD's or Burger King: Mcd ofcoz ...i hate burger king!!!

Single or Group Dates: Single la ....romantic abit...lolz

Adidas or Nike: well i cant seem to make my mind up oh well both thn...

LiptonTea or Nestea: hmm...thier both tea rite???so??

Chocolate or Vanilla: oh these has got to be BOTH!!!

Cappuccino or Coffee: er???i would hav to go wit both again....(i told u im greedy)

Part 5: Do You . . .

Smoke: well.....

Curse: huhahaha....if u knw me thn u'll knw the answer....(winks)

Drink : im an alcoholic....loz

Part 6: In the Past Month

Drank alcohol: yesh i thnk....lolz...

Been on stage: nopes...

Eaten sushi:nopes don lk them

Dyed your hair: haiz sadly no...

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: nopes....don thnk i will tho..

Changed who you were to fit in: haha....lets jst say i do wat i lk n i lk wat i do,...

Part 8: Age

You're hoping to be married: hmm...mayb la jst mayb....but i wan babies tho...(winks)

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl

Best eye colour: blue n green

Hair colour: Natural

Short or long hair: short la ofcoz....i don wan my bf havin da same hair cut as me...lolz...

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago: chnging my monitor...damn i looks so weird...

1 hour ago: sleeping...lolz

1 month ago: staying at home thnking bout stupid stuff!!!

1 year ago: forcing myself to study but ofcoz failed too...

Part 11: Finish The Sentences

I love: my frens, familia, having fun,eating,hanging out,laughing.......

I feel: irritated n feel lk sleeping more so i don hav to thnk so much...

I miss: having fun n hanging out wit my frens..

I need: to hav a life n a car!!!lolz

Part 12: Tag 5 People

One: jane

Two: Laine

Three: renu

Four: Jun Li

Five: i ran out off names....oh yeah lilian too!!!lolz

List out 5 presents you wish for:

a) my fucking life back!!!

b) driving license

c) to b myself back again

d) to jst get away frm everything jst for awhile

e) to cook sumthing really special for myself n i....lolz

2008-04-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

hmm lets see wat has happen since last sat?? oh yeah on mon i had my driving lesson ....since it

was my 1st day i had to go straight to the office in kajang....i left my house at 2:40 n i was

suppose to leave the fucking office at 3 but guess wat sum asshole came late n we had to leave

at 4....PLZ REMIND MR TO NEVER BE EARLY NEXT TIME....anywys we reached tat wat ever

place u call it at 4:30 n i only started driving at 5 ....basically i spent my whole time waiting n

waiting n waiting...which is quite annoying after sum time...thank god i was sms ing manda at tat

time....but she had work to do so we stoped for awhile ...after a few mins later saira called....

n i tell u tat women's life is nvr boring...haha...i actully enjoy her stories tho...so well after talking

my driving instructer came ... jst to clear things up I HAV NVR DROVE A MANUAL CAR B4...

thank god my driving instucter is a very sweet guy...if not i'll jst drop dead there...well i cant

say tat the car didnt die everytime i release the clutch ....i oso cant deny tat the car didnt jerk

lk for a million times....but witin time i got the hang off it...to tell u the truth its fun driving a

manual car....but its fucking annoying wen u hav to chng the gear n slowly realese the clutch(n

yes im sure u knw how annoyed i am wit all those gear chnging stuff)...

on my second day there i had more fun coz i got to do the reverse parking n the 3 pointer

n i get to drive frm penjara kajang(was jst dropping ppl bck home there!!) bck to my house...i

get to drive up the hill...its was lk cun!!!haha....came bck home to find my family all gone out

for dinner...sobs sobs...anyways at lk 10 sumthing i went down to meet up wit paro her bro n

anand to pick me up...we went to the tokong...actually the same thing happen yest ...

we went to the tkong there n lepaks....THANK GOD MY DAD DIDNT BISING!! anyways im

glad tat they called me...if not i thnk i can go crasy ...seriously!!

End

punjabi suit part 2

2008-03-31T19:01:00.000-07:00

well afte a few minutes on sitting infront off the comp sze called ...rushed down got in the car said

hello to every1 thn we're off to skol....tharsh in her Punjabi suit which i must add her look

beautiful in....sze wit her long pants (it was very weird at 1st) ....reached skol was greeted by

juniors ....n oh my the pavillion filled wit stall's ....haven seen so many juniors in a very long time

b4...anyways we headed straight to the dewan ....n guys wat i met PN.ROHANA...miss her high

pitched voice!!!talked to all the teachers which btw i kinda miss them....after a short while saira

joined us....i became the photographer for the day ....everything finished damn fast actually...oh

yeah i oso met CIK.BESIRA....damn i miss her the most...but sadly we didnt take any pic

together tho....i had the guts to ask her a few personal ques coz lk since im her ex student

rite...lolz...anyways after makaning nicely kusu's bro sent us to sg.wang ....walk round here n

there thn we saw 2 lala's oh my god....jst feel lk pushing them into 1 corner n slapping thier face

for abusing the word FASHION ....i jst don get why on earth would they wanna dress up lk a

clown???i mean hav u seen the colour combination???haiz nvr...anyways its thier life n i cant

chng every single thing in this world....after tat we had lunch in kopitiam (the food kinda sucked)

bt we still ate there coz we were so hungry!!

i headed bck home after lunch coz SUM PPL COULD NOT STOP CALLING ME!!!

end...

punjabi suits!!!part 1

2008-03-28T17:28:00.000-07:00

well while waiting for our great thrash to come i decided to update my blog abit!!i hav no idea why all the songs tat im playing on my cmop are remindng me off a certain sum1...its seriously annoying...ish!!but at the same time its kinda cool no???haha...ok im bein lame here...nyways i'll be heading off to skol soon in my punjabi suit...yesh ppl punjabi suit...haiz ....this is all tharsh's idea...its been a long time since i wore one off these...i bet the teachers in skol are gonna thnk tat im sick or sumthing lk tat coz seriously wen you were one off these n eventho your evil looking will alot off pearcings or sumthing lk tat automatically you look lk an innocent gurl who does nt no anything...hate having tat kind off image tho....i would rather ppl see me as who i am rather thn wat i am ....well thrash will be here soon so till thn hav a nice day ppl muah....

realise-colbie caillat

2008-03-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

Take time to realise
tat ur warmth is
crashing down on me
take time to realise
tat im on ur side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realizeWhat I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realizeWhat I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realizeWhat I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realizeWhat I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other,
nowMissed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
owa, owa ohh
RealizeRealize
RealizeRealizeuh-
ohhh

patience

2008-03-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

well it's the only thing i can do now....cant do nothig much actualy....i don understand why wen u see it infront off u starring at ur face but still at the same time u can be so blind not to notice it!!!argh!!!its annoying seriously annoying....but its ok...if its nt meant thn its not meant ...*heart crushes very painfully* ....did i mention i feel lk doin sumthing bad lately??i am so tired bein a goody girl....seriously n i dunno why....i can feel the horns on my head growing AGAIN!!!haha....

END

amazing...

2008-03-24T23:06:00.001-07:00

wow ppl does hav alot off imagination dont they???wat better thing to do rite now thn just sit relax n see wats gonna happen next....boy this is so gonna be fun...cant wait for the next drama to begin....

THIS SUCK!!

2008-03-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

may i plz point out the fact tat i HATE MISSING PPL.....i don mind ppl missing me bt seriously it irritates n pisses me off wen i miss sum1....

ps:did i mention tat missing ppl suckes??

pps:i knw im lame n guess wat I LOVE BEIN LAME!!!

ppps:say wat ever u wan coz i don FUCKING care!!!

fun fun fun....

2008-03-23T09:37:00.000-07:00

lolz well last sat was pinky's bday ....wen to buy present wit brian in the afternoon ...1st

we had no idea wat the heck to get him...we walked all over metro point finding the rite present...at last we ended up in WATSON ...lolz...we decided to get him sumthing stupid funny n most importantly PINK....lolz...wen we were paying for THOSE items the cashier was looking at me n brian giving us "THE LOOK"...lolz...me n brian noticed it tho...after getting the present we had ice cream....sat in metro kajang for awhile ....thn headed up to the parking lot....wen we got to the car it was drizzling....we sat in the car again this time the bck sit to fix his toy car...finding ways to fucking make it stick....atlast we suceeded....lolz...wen we were about to move the car all off a sudden the wipper on the drivers side wen ku ku....let me remind u tat we parked the car on the roof...i had to get down a few times to fix tat stupid wipper until i got all wet...which im nt complaning tho coz i hav always been wanting to play in the rain...after tat we headed straight to the car shop near our skol....damn how i hate goin there...its damn freaking boring...i noticed tat everytime i go out wit him there will sumthing tat must be chnged...lolz...anyways came bck bath n wanted to sleep until i heard noises frm the ground floor....its was laines n manda's ....they are clearly my frens...lolz...i wanted to sleep abit more bt they asked me to get ready...brian picked us up at 6 or 7 sumthing....reaching pinky's house we saw hatin preparing the bbq pit...said hi to every1....had tons off fun!!!ESPECIALLY ME...lolz...i thnk i got bck home at 3....damn how i miss tat day so much....wish i could turn bck the time...lolz...anyways the pics are wit manda...got to get them frm her....which i hav to wait for atleast 10 FREAKING YEARS for...lolz...tats bout it...

END

ps:pinky's dad is so cool....lolz..

shopping!!

2008-03-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

well went shopping today wit mom n aunty nor(mom's best fren)....1st we wen to mid

i thnk we spend lk about 15 mins finding for a stupid parking which we finally not far frm

the lift...was kinda relief coz i've been stuck at home for lk a week ....i could almost die

don even knw who the hell i could even stay at home for 1 week straight wit out goin

anywhere...well i didnt go to pasar malam on sun nite but still i spend lk an hour plus

there n thn straight came bck home...anyways walked here n there looking for the best

place to eat n finally after all the trouble we decided to just go to the food court up

stairs...and did you knw tat there was another food court at the ground floor??

well its not the other places ...they sold mostly malay food which if you ask me..

well nvm ...i shall just forget bout it...aunty nor which i hav knwn almost

my whole life has 3 kids frm her previous marrige which is now currently married

to a masalefrm the UK...and which they PRODUCED a baby boy name shamel..he is a very

cute ,bright and filled wit energy kinda kid...BUT he is so spoiled and very hard to

control...and thank god i had the patience to tolerate his attitude which sumhow my

mom kept on pint poiting on his actions...but in a way i knw tat my mom loves him alot

coz she is his god mother...n she has been taking care off him since he was born...

which btw he is lk 5 years old now...after mid we went to nichii...SALE SALE SALE

the cloths there especially the dresses oh my god...i picked out 3 dresses altogether thn

mommy gave me one more red dress to try on...according to her it look nice on me...

i was ok wit it bt i already had my eye on the other 2 dreeses ...ah well just to satisfy

my mom i picked the red dress n another black n white dress...i lk so obses wit dresses

now which i hav no idea why??and i tell you wen we reached nichii's store i laughed

seeing all the men sitting in a row off chair waiting for thier wife's and gf's shop till they

drop...i kinda pity them tho...they all look so sad n bored...i told my mom i've got

to find a rich boyfren to help me pay for all my clothes...haha...

as usual she just stared n laugh at me...

anyways came bck n slept coz having a very terrible headache...

tats was my day for today....

end

im confused!!

2008-03-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

i just hate it wen i cant do anything bout sumthing... most to most i can only

sit aside n just wait for the results or just sit n watch ....i just wish i could just do

sumthing anything as long as i can help....im so tired off sitting n not bein able

to do or say anything...i knw its life but it sucks to the max!!

ah...there's one more thing...i was watching a movie today n the heroin said

i'll take the chance n so on ....thn i started to thnk why cant i be lk her??

why am i not taking the chance??wats wrong wit me??wat went wrong??

there has been alot off questioning lately which i cant answer...and if this would

hav happen to others i would knw the answer to it but now its diff ...the table has turned

now its me who is drowing in a lake filled wit puzzeling question...or mayb i just

hav too much time on my hands tats why im starting to thnk bout alot off crap

but still in a way i could be wrong...mayb this questions has been there along time bt i

just don realise it...the oldest yet commen question in the book is wat shud i do next??

another day passed

2008-03-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

another day passed....the same old rutin....the same old faces....the same old pictures....well not

long i hope...cant wait to start f6...kinda excited acctually....kinda miss every1 acctually....

miss the good old skol days .....miss the fun we used to hav....miss the stupid things tat we used

to do...miss waking up early...well as i said i miss everything...of coz by goin bck to form6 means

having to face teachers...homeworks...koko activities....

well tats it for today....

END

long day!!

2008-03-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

It felt to me lk it was such a long day today...mayb coz i just sat there

wit nothing to do .... i tried to do sumthing just sumhow i'll either get

distracted or i just don hav the mood!! the only thing tat is stopping me frm

breaking down now is FOOD ....

the only thing tat i thnk bout 24/7 ...i HATE it but wat the heck.... trying to live my

life abit here....oh yeah btw I LOVE MY HOUSE ...I LOVE MY ROOM...I LOVE MY

TV...I LOVE MY BED....I LOVE MY TV....AND LASTLY I LOVE MY KITCHEN!!!

anyways took a few pics off the rain tat was suppose to fall but didnt...

hate wen tat happens coz wen you need it to rain it wont ....stupid...

anyways enjoy the pics....

hmm it looks blur!!

if you look closely you can see the twin towers n

the other tower...

hmm it looked nicer in person...

END

2008-03-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

PASAR MALAM

its been lk wat ages since i went to pasar malam...n i thnk

i kinda miss goin too....guess wat the had lots n lots off food!!!!!

my fav!!!yum yum...didnt hav the chance to take any pics tho

coz was carrying lots off things...mommy n i walked n walked n

until the father started to complaine....mind you his not old!!

his just tired...his very young n handsome!!blek...hha

well while passing by the fishmongers corner i saw

this fucking hudge fish...thn i stop to thnk who on

on earth eats thoso kind off fish!!! anywyas

saw a number off convent girls there....

n they still remember me...wee this shows how popular i am...

(winks) anywas send my sis of too ppd today ....

to tell you the truth i kinda miss her ...damn....

nvr in a million years i tot this day will come....

anyways i shall stop here now ....sum pics frm

sze's bday party took by jane ...hehe i miss you babe...

enjoy!!

my sis took this pic(i dunno why)

jane n kusu...

hmm jane n kusu again...

sze the bday gurl n jane...

jane n kusu again!!gosh they were
really camhoring wit my fon (tak akak pun:( )

the big scary fish i was talking bout

well its bigger (PS: don they look lk there are mating or sumthing b4 they were cought...if they were pity them COUGHT IN ACTION )LOL

END

2008-03-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

<-> yesh its me in short skrit <->

well for starters just i had to delete my other acc coz i didnt update for lk about a year or so i

thnk...hopefully this time i'll be abit more HARD WORKING ....

ANYWAS since new year i hav been having

lots off fun....which i enjoy to the max...but soon everything is about to change

coz i'll be goin f6....got to put aside my fun's n care-free

life which i hav been having for years...this time im really

gonna try n chnge myself for the better....

WELL rite now i hope by the end off this year

i'll be able to really do my best in everything....

i thnk tats enough for today...lastly the pics !!!

me n paro at her 21th bday party...

don mess wit me!!haha....(sports day)

bck to skol again...

bb n i ...gosh how i miss messing round wit her...

in manda's house for CNY....

END