crap crap crap!!!

well i was thnking last nite....(yes ppl i do thnk all da time)....y ?? y is it so hard for us to make up a decision wen u already knw da answer???is it mayb coz we jst wan d other thing to happen n not this evetho we knw tat it might not work out???shit da heart wnats wat da heart wants eventho da brain is SHOUTING its lungs out saying I DON THNK TAT WILL HAPPEN....da hearts ego is da worst among all....huhu.... ok now i thnk im crapping ...kinda hav nothing else to say...just wanted to update my blog....

its my life!!!

well well its a thursday nite n im on9 blogging....da best part is i don even knw y...haha...i thnk its coz saira called n shit i miss her a whole lot now...cant wait to go mamaking wit her...oh yeah wit tharsh too ...got to let her knw..huhu... lets see wat happen today...dad had to send me to SKOL today coz i had no transport ...sumhow i felt hyper today....today for lk da 1st time i had da time to go to da toilet during class....wit felicia summore...tat woman had to sms her mom ....so while i was standing outside guess who i saw???...THILIP!!!haha...after lk weeks bein in da skol nvr had a chnce to talk to him...talk bout lk 10 mins wen bck to class n continue bein bored n sleepy....er i mean interested n alert....better...anyhoo's....gonna go off9 now..sleepy...stil hav skol ...ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY....i belly da happy lo....im acc happy for another reason tho...huhu...cant wait!!!

form 6 n away.....

ah well after million years off nto blogging finally i had da time to actually sit down infront of da comp n blog...lets see...i shall start frm da 1st day i steped into khs....it was 6:15 n after lk 6 months of waking up at 12 sumthing i ididnt actually had a hard time waking up..."MAKLUM LA 1ST DAY OF SKOL EXCITED GILE!!"...got ready wore my new uniform...n here i tot i was not gonna wear any uniform again...lolz...so went down started da car wit my dad beside me we drove off to skol....da day b4 tat me my mom n dad went to kajang town to buy my uniform n bag...

mom

me

dad

mommy mommy papa sending me to skol rite tomoro

thn who else??

turns to dad

papa 1st day off skol u wanna hold my hand n go into class ar??

i can skip u oso skip la...

laughs

laughs

now da reason y i said this was bcoz my dad was treating me lk a standard 1 kid who does not knw anything at all....i tell u parents sumtimes amuses me alot!!lol....anyway continuing my story


reaching da skol instead of parking near da dewan i actually drove up to da teachers parking area lk i own da freaking skol ....i noticed alot off kids looking at me at 1st i tot wat??nvr seen a gurl driving b4 ar??thn only i got to knw tat we were not suppose o park da car there...well heck wat do u aspect??its my freaking 1st day there....anyways went to da teachers room filled up a form n i was suppose to choose wat sub i wanted to take there itself....which btw i didnt knw at all...(stupid me)....so i chose da sub which didnt involve bm which only lead to da accounts class...on top off tat da !@#$% teacher was rushing me to make my freaking decision....i mean chill la woman ididot!!she gave me my class num. n sent me of alone into a skol which i hav not been to b4...amazingly....turned to dad n told him tat i can find my class on my own...(yeah rite idiot)...i stared walking not showing any fear on my face thn i saw sum1 stoped him n asked for directions...(see guys asking directions is not a bad idea!!)lolz.. after climbing a hell lot off stairs later met alot off familiar faces n thn all off a sudden i met jojo ... told him wat class i am n thank god he was in da same class too!!! as i walked into da class i didnt dare to lift my face up (too scared KONON NYE )...sat next to a malay gurl...btw da teacher was a guy name samsudin ...after a few mins later i had a KEBERANIAN to look round...n guess who i saw???PRASH RATHU N NARMADA n oso FELICIA...lolz...i was so excited to see them....gosh i hav been lk missing them...after da teacher went out i quickly got up n huged them ....da rest of da day was history....after tat i met up wit sum of da old frens lk kusu terri tharsh....gosh missing them a hell lot now..huhu...anyways to tell u da truth i was not used to da enviroment...but i got da hang off it...huhu... well tats bout it now will update soon ...muah love ya guys!!!!





ps: i noticed for da past few months tat summ ppl hav totally changed alot ...kinda hate it bt wat to do LIFE IS SUCH!!!














love this pic alot!!huhu

the beginning of da end!!!

dear peepol ....i is here to tell u peepol tat i finally am goin to sekola tomoro ...to tell u guys da truth i am more scared thn happy or excited....surprised??/yeah i do get sared once in awhile...hopefully everything turns out well tho....wish me luck!!!(cheh i feel lk im goin way ny)lolz...anyways will updated these weekend...(i hope)...

ps:muah love u guys!!!n seriously missing u all alot!!!

im feeling abit emo...well mayb its coz tat im tired plus on top off tat listening to sum emo song...haiz...anyways tat's not da reason y im here...i kinda figured its been soo long since i've updated my blog n to tell u da truth i stil don hav da MOOD but wat da heck im kinda free now so jst decided to blog a lil bout wat has been goin on for da past few weeks or so....lets see...my cousin had a opp ...its a small opp acc...btw did i mention tat he is only 7 this year....he used to b chubby n cute but since da opp he has not been eating nicely...he lost weight....yeah its suppose to b a good thing but stil!!!i was shocked to see him yest....

after tat on da 30th of may ,we as in ME LAINE MANDA JOE YEE gathered in nicki's house to celebrate nicki's bday ....i hav to admit i hav always tot tat nicki's bday was on da 30th off may...sorry babe!!!i stil lave ya....hehe...we acc had da time off our life lk after a million years ....missed hanging out wit every1.... bck wen everything was easy fun n jst....(speechless)....

those were da good old days....well altho its was not quite was we aspected it to be bt still it jst pure fun n excitement....hehe....

wen there is good times there wil sure to b bad times....as usual i will wake up at 12 sumthing in da afternnon but these time time da moment i woke up i received a news about da death off a childhood fren off mine....i dunno y bt sumhow wen these kind off news reaches me automatically i'll thnk bout my dad....which i can tell u now tat it scares DA HELL out off me....anyways its been a week since her dad passed n i jst ny got bck frm da 7th day prayer....her mom looks ok but sumhow u can still see tat she misses him dearly...as for her bro as usual spent most off da time trying to make me feel annoyed but fails....i tell u tat boy can really talk!!!altho his acting out this way but still once again boys tend to hide thier feelings rather thn show it out...last bt not least my fren...now she has a whole lot off responsibilities heading for her...wit da house bills n car n family to take care off....i would jst love to wish her all da best n hope tat she will hav da energy to hold her family together during da bad weather ahead off them...god bless!!!

lets see wat else???oh yeah i started haging out wit pinky n hatin again...( I CAN SEE SUM PPL'S EYES FOCUSING ON SUM1'S NAME THERE)huhu....been playing basketball wit them...not tat im good in it or wat....its jst nice hanging out wit them....atleast i do not feel da stress tat im goin tro at da moment....(YES PPL STAYING AT HOME DOES HAV ITS DISADVANTAGE N ADVANTAGES)kusu is on her 1 month hols break now....so i hope we can go lk jln jln or sumthing lk tat tho...n at da same time plan laine's farewell party....*winks*....

last but not least i am trying to lose as much weight as i can for my clothes now r getting tight!!!damn it!!!hate wen tat happens....i shall b determined to lose as much weight as possible....don worry babes im not goin on a CRAZY DIET or anything lk tat...been goin to gym tho....n lately basketball....hopefully in 2 months time i'll acheive my goal...



well tats bout it for now....will update soon....i hav pics acc but malas wanna upload them ....takes lk freaking ages to upload them....


PS:IM NOT DRUNK!!!!