im feeling abit emo...well mayb its coz tat im tired plus on top off tat listening to sum emo song...haiz...anyways tat's not da reason y im here...i kinda figured its been soo long since i've updated my blog n to tell u da truth i stil don hav da MOOD but wat da heck im kinda free now so jst decided to blog a lil bout wat has been goin on for da past few weeks or so....lets see...my cousin had a opp ...its a small opp acc...btw did i mention tat he is only 7 this year....he used to b chubby n cute but since da opp he has not been eating nicely...he lost weight....yeah its suppose to b a good thing but stil!!!i was shocked to see him yest....

after tat on da 30th of may ,we as in ME LAINE MANDA JOE YEE gathered in nicki's house to celebrate nicki's bday ....i hav to admit i hav always tot tat nicki's bday was on da 30th off may...sorry babe!!!i stil lave ya....hehe...we acc had da time off our life lk after a million years ....missed hanging out wit every1.... bck wen everything was easy fun n jst....(speechless)....

those were da good old days....well altho its was not quite was we aspected it to be bt still it jst pure fun n excitement....hehe....

wen there is good times there wil sure to b bad times....as usual i will wake up at 12 sumthing in da afternnon but these time time da moment i woke up i received a news about da death off a childhood fren off mine....i dunno y bt sumhow wen these kind off news reaches me automatically i'll thnk bout my dad....which i can tell u now tat it scares DA HELL out off me....anyways its been a week since her dad passed n i jst ny got bck frm da 7th day prayer....her mom looks ok but sumhow u can still see tat she misses him dearly...as for her bro as usual spent most off da time trying to make me feel annoyed but fails....i tell u tat boy can really talk!!!altho his acting out this way but still once again boys tend to hide thier feelings rather thn show it out...last bt not least my fren...now she has a whole lot off responsibilities heading for her...wit da house bills n car n family to take care off....i would jst love to wish her all da best n hope tat she will hav da energy to hold her family together during da bad weather ahead off them...god bless!!!

lets see wat else???oh yeah i started haging out wit pinky n hatin again...( I CAN SEE SUM PPL'S EYES FOCUSING ON SUM1'S NAME THERE)huhu....been playing basketball wit them...not tat im good in it or wat....its jst nice hanging out wit them....atleast i do not feel da stress tat im goin tro at da moment....(YES PPL STAYING AT HOME DOES HAV ITS DISADVANTAGE N ADVANTAGES)kusu is on her 1 month hols break now....so i hope we can go lk jln jln or sumthing lk tat tho...n at da same time plan laine's farewell party....*winks*....

last but not least i am trying to lose as much weight as i can for my clothes now r getting tight!!!damn it!!!hate wen tat happens....i shall b determined to lose as much weight as possible....don worry babes im not goin on a CRAZY DIET or anything lk tat...been goin to gym tho....n lately basketball....hopefully in 2 months time i'll acheive my goal...



well tats bout it for now....will update soon....i hav pics acc but malas wanna upload them ....takes lk freaking ages to upload them....


PS:IM NOT DRUNK!!!!